so i screwed up both japanese tests, therefore i shall buy myself pencils to break when i have the time. and did i mention that i hate it when i pass up my application form for the immersion programme to the teacher and she says in a surprised tone, "huh? you want to apply?" and then gives me the you-totally-cannot-make-it look. i shall stop mourning about today's test T-T

and i decided against posting up mardi gras pics cause i'm just too lazy to do so.

oh ya, i went to look at my old house today, and i was mortified to see the windows being teared down, and the roof of the ultility hut ripped off. MY GAWD, the whole building is empty, and wires hang out from like everywhere. the building is dreary, wrecked, and void of life. i can still remember the times when i used to hand out at the big yard outside my house. now it's like, no one lives there anymore, and everyone has found somewhere else new. i don't know how to explain this or why am i feeling so emo over some old house, but just looking at it, comparing the times when you lived in it when it was er, authentic (?) and now it's nothing like it. honestly i do miss my house lots. after all, it was the house that He spent a long time looking for to drop me a package at 3am in the night/morning/whatever.

won't find me there anymore.

dad said, "give a few more days and this house will be reduced to debris and dust." WHY DID YOU HAVE TO REMIND ME.

rawr, i hate being all emo =1 I NEED TO GO DIG OUT SOME FUN FOR MY BORING LIFE, so goodbye.

{ C }
the kind of girl who mopes around about stuff ALOT
& somedays on mute mode

A LEFT-HANDER WHO FEEDS ON JROCK :D

Is a caffeine addict, & doesn't mind giving up talking for good. With not much self-confidence to start with, her ugly teeth upset her a lot but she plans to do nothing about it. Cheap thrills include rainy days, graphic designing, writing & a little dosage of her jrock darlings. Can conjure up some really good shit in her mind sometimes, but has problems putting them onto paper and into reality. Overall an average kid who's neither here nor there in everything she does, & gets bothered by it sometimes. Has trouble finding her direction in life. Mostly negative and wishes to be more apathetic. Currently finding a way to start a new life in Japan, with a different name.

Still likes to talk to inanimate things like her stuffed penguin.

♥REITA,
just because.

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